Love you...

I'd really want to be loved by him. But i know it is impossible. I knew it from the beginning but I still keep on loving him even though the ending must be hurting. For you the one I love, be happy, be healthy and have a good life. I love you.

Broadbend baru...yippie...

Melantak on9 dgn br0dbend baru...weeeeee....even x bape nk laju sgt, still ok drpd xde...

Lepaskan tensi0n!

Smlm ak quit j0b ak. Ntah bt0l ntah x kptsn ak 2..huhu.. Ak sndri pn pning. Smlm,d0wn gle. Xde sape nk tlg c0mf0rt ak.. Blik rmh, parents bsing.. S0, ak decide ak g jln2 nilai.. S0rg.. Mrempit nek m0t0. Pastu sgah bgan lalang jap.. G pntai.. Jalan smpai tgh pntai..air surut jauh.. Hr b4 ak quit 2, hr plg sdey wat ak.. Ak nek mt0r pn ngs..

Rase nk blk rmh cpat.. Nk ngs puas2.. Ak bdpan dgn prasaan ak sndri.. 2 tmparan tpaksa ak handle.. Kerjaya dan cinta.. Tp akhrnya, ak rse ak lepaskn kdua2nye.. Ntahla,mgkn ms akn tntukn sgalanye.. Mcm mane hdup ak pd ms dpan..

Smlm, pas blik bgan yg ak jln s0rg2 smpi tgh laut 2,ak rs d0wn sgt.. Ak diam je.. D0wn gle.. Emi kwn ak tbe2 ajak kuar.. Folo je r..kt rmh pn sdey.. Lpak dgn gg..x sgka liliq pn ik0t. Ingtkn dy kt s.alm.. Hmm.. Kt0rg tgk b0la.. Spain lwn.. Huhu..kalah plak 1-0..adei..cmne ni..

Hr ni,t0k mghlgkn ketensyenan yg mlanda dr,ak g kar0k dgn ika..dpt 2 jam je. Plik ak.. Pastu hp n0kia 530o,buat hal..mmg xleh nk turunkn,n nk tkat bt0n rejek..haish..biakn dl.. Pastu,jln jj usha2 kmera.. S0ny r..pe lg..ngahaha..blik sgah bgan lg.. Amek2 gmbr.. Mlm tgk arg vs k0rea.. Huhu..klah plak k0rea..skg k0rea d sbbkn rmai arts k0rea ak minat. Tp prs0nally mmg ske argntina. Tp yg pntg germany no 1.

P/s: bt0lkn rbb0n hp..n 2ka h0usg..ad2 je hp ak ni..tp e52 xde pape.. Cyg wei 530o ak..

Rindu...~

Hmmm..tbe2 rase rndu plak..rndu kt sum1.. sum1 yg ak suke.. tp dl die da bpunye..skg ni ak x ta0 pe status die..de pgnti ke, solo ke, interested in sum1 ke, pape ke..so diam jer r..watpe nk kac0 hub org..ak bkn org cmtu r.. Lgp0n,  hak ak r nk suke kt sape.. Tp mslahnye ak ni bila suke kt org, x pnah nk ckp..nk tnjuk ke..diam jer..hmmm..lgsung xde knfiden dlm bab2 ni.. Slalu kal0 cite p0n dgn best fren jer..ak suke sape..knp ak suke die..hahaha... tang tu ak mmg knfiden r nk cite.. 

Bg ak, if ak btul2 suke sum1 tu, ak nk die bhgia..xm0 die sedih2..suke org bkn brmksud kte kne dptkn die..tu nmenye pntingkn diri..  ak p0n ikt sdey kal0 tgk die sdey.. hmmm... die hepi, ak p0n hepi... tgk die dr jauh pn da memadai..weee....

Mlm td tbe2 mmpi die..hmmm...best plak dpt mmpi die..hahhaa..bile pg rase smgt nk g keje... Ntah bile dpt jmpe die lg pn ak xta0..kpd si dia, wish u d best of luck..n hepi2 slalu.. sy ade kt cni kal0 awak perlukan sy..cewah..jd tmpt mngadu msalah p0n xpe...

Mulia sugguh ak ni..haha..puji diri sndiri...

Mgu ni nk anta pengantin ke x..pnat..tp mcm nk ikut..sbb x r jauh sgt..Dengkil jer.. Mkcik ak ntah knfem g ntah x..hmmm...Misalan kate ak x dpt ikut, maafkan ak wahai Incik Nizan ye...

Kembalikan Masa Tidurku.....

Ak mengantuk!! Mengantuk tahap gaban...ni sume gara2 x tdo 1 hr smalam... Sbtu keje half day..pastu blik keje tr0s g Wangsa Maju anta lptop dgn ana n eri..blik da mlm sgah kt Ice room Nilai, makan...hmmm...

Balik rmh pn da mlm, tdo lewat tgk bola..kul 1 agknye ak tdo..Sok paginye, ak n ana g Salak bersame Eri, n GG t0k lawan futsal...hmm..lame gak smpai tgh hari gamaknye... Tbe2 d0rg plan nk g air terj0n.. Mule2 nk g gabai..so, gerak jer..kbtulan Mdp0l n Emi yen dtg.. Rmai2 g.. On d way, tkar plan g jeram toi plak.. Dkat cket.ak p0n kbtulan next month ade plan nk g jeram toi..so, alang2 leh survey skali..

Smpai kt sne, dgn lapar x bekfes dr pagi, x lunch, tr0s mndaki nek jeram toi..ingtkan lg atas lg best..hampeh! yg kt bwh tu mcm sungai Gangga jer ak rase..keruh.. Smpai 1 tahap tu ak mmg x larat giler nk naek jeram toi..bpinau mate ak.. da x leh nmpak pape..ana da urut2 bdan ak... tp sume pndgn mcm da nk kabur.. nseb bek eri tgu...hmm..tq incik biskud shedap n farah liyana... kalo x..ntah ape r jdi..muke ak p0n da pucat lesi..

Bdk2 laki jer yg mndi.yg pmpuan tgk jer...hahaha..cuci mate .. ahakz...x bwk bju..cmne nk mndi..lgp0n, mcm x besh jer..belash jer dtg..ta0 tr0s g gabai...pastu blik sgah mkn kt nilai.. mdpol memujuk rayu kt0rg g kar0k..kt0rg p0n g r.. Ana ade urusn pnting dpt j0in jap jer..

Ak, kal0 da kt bilik kar0k, mmg x ma0 kuar..ingt mgu ni nk g kar0k..if smpat r..rndu nk kar0k dgn adik ak..hehee... Mlm blik dkt kul 10, patu transfer gmbr itu ini smpai kul 12.. stay up nk tgu germany vs australia..wlop0n mate da ngant0k..tp kugagahi jua.. smpai kul 4.30 pg..bbaloi r ak stay up..jerman mng 4-0.. peh! mantap!!!!

pstu td0 1 jam, siap2 g keje..ni ak mngantuk sgt2..haish! nk tdo dlu..

p/s : tlg kembalikan waktu tdurku....!!! arghhhh..

 Karoke

 Kt ICEROOM

 Futsal

 Jeram Toi

Repair lapt0p

First of all tq 2 suhairi n farah liyana sbb sudi hntar ak g wgsa mju bt0lkn lpt0p.. Ak hntar kt pak cik karem.. Baek orgnye.. Hehe.. Hrp2 dpt bt0lkn dgn hrga murah.. Blik sgah icer0om..

Bg ak mknn dy bese je..air mhal gak r.. Nk kate sdap sgt x jgak..tp pasni mls da nk g c2..he2.. Bek ak g fud c0urt mkn ns aym lg besh..

Td tgk argntina lwn ngeria. Yay,argntina mnang..tahniah..

1st day w0rking..

W0w..mcm x caye ak da keje.. H0pe i can do well..hehe.. Mklum r,x pnah keje.. Dl keje pn kt kilang ckgu ujang,jd ckg n prktikel kt klia.. 2 jer.. 2 pn ske ati ak nk wat ape..haha.. Means x bpe nk trikat sgt r.. Hehe.. Td 1st tym dpt punch kad..yeeha..excted gler..ngahaha..

Alhmdlillah b0th my b0ses r very undrstanding n x l0kek ilmu.. H0pe d0rg leh bg tnjuk ajar kpd dr ku yg srba kekurangn ni.. Actly, ht x nk bkerja lg..tp ble tgk kwn2 da keje, da mula ad smpanan,y n0t ak keje.. Even ak tpakse mg0rbnkan fav sh0w ak..huhu..tp ak x kre! Ak kne cr jaln nk tgk jgak..haha.. Kne pndai adjust mse..

Kt ofis 2 ak knal kak daya dgn abg rzal je..hehe..n b0th b0ses ak..2 jer r.. Hope dpt cr pglaman kt tmpt keje baru ni.. Abg hair0l, kak su..bantuin ak ya..hehe..

Trgn sgt nk ad kete sndri,nk bg duit kt parents,n nk ad smpanan utk ms dpn..tp sblm 2,nk stlekn ptptn dl..

Td smpt jge ak bncg dgn kwn ak next plan nk g mane.. Kptsnnye,jeram t0i..myb 4hb julai.. Smgu b4 wddg nzan.. X sure r if khdmat kwn ak yg bnama nzri dplukn utk jd pgpit nzan tym wdding phak pmpuan or x.. Hmm.. Lntak r.. Yg pntg,jln..hehe..

Lepak @ Sepang Gold Coast

Haish! Busan gler ari ni.. So, tmnkn lina g giant..dy nk bli brg. Pastu lpak bgan.. Rmai gak ak ajak..nseb bek rmai yg dtg.. Ad emi,amir,pejal,epul, eka,pijan, ana,ayu,ima, azi,teah, lina,ct.. Meriah.. Lilik, daus, zul n mdp0l x j0in pdahal d0rg da kt bgan.. Hmm.. Biarkn.. Biarkn.. Yg pntg kte hepi.. Hepi..

Mlm td k0ndangan rmh pia.. Ad kamarul, emi, zamri,ima,nisa, azi,pjan, eka.. B0rak2 smpai x ingt dnia..haha.. Tgh mlm br blik..

Es0k pg 1st day nk g keje.. Nerv0us.. X pnah keje.. Hmm.. Ak bakalan kerja kt DriveTime Solution c0mpany.. C0mpany transp0rtati0n.. Wish me d best of luck s0k!

Td nisa ckp hp dy br ilang.. Kesian dy.. Dugaan lg.. Sbr ye nisa.. Dugaan dr Allah.. Mknenye dy sygkn kte..

P/s : td ak mkn laksa lpe nk byr.. Ni sume gare2 epul, emi, pejal suh ak byr duit air..cess.. Kn da lpe byr laksa..hmm..

Am I in d right path?????

After thinking deeply by myself, finally I let dat j0b offer...huh! Am I in d right path? or I just made a wr0ng decisi0n... hmmm... still, waiting f0r another j0b offer... hopefully i'll manage to get j0b in gov...

Kepada insan yg ku kenali.....

Ak terkejut...terkejut beruk mak yeh thap gaban mendgr pngakuan dr ss0rg yg ak knal..knp smpai mcm tu skali die brubah..knape??? kal0 die brubah kpd ke arah kebaikkan, ak trime..ni, ke arah negatif... ak x nk bgta0 sape orgnye..die ta0 sndiri..

Die da byk brubah...myb prubhan tu x nmpak..tp bile die brubah, mmg drastik sgt... ak x ma0 hilang die.. ak nk die brubah mnjadi org yg ak knal dlu.. yg ak leh percaye.. ape yg da blaku tu sudah r.. kite x bleh nk patah balik.. Ak sygkn die sgt2... jgn smpai dndam yg disimpan lame2 akn wat die hilang kwn....

Mmg, ak x sgke die sggup ke arah itu dek krane dendam..ak ta0, jauh d sudut ati die, tsimpan 1 prasaan dndam yg mluap2 trhadap kaum ini... ttpi, smpai bile...? smpai bile nk smpan dndam ni... sdgkn nabi p0n ampunkan umat.. pulanglah ke jalan yg bnar wahai org yg ku kenali ini...

khas ditujukan kpd org yg ku kenali ini, ak harap sgt k0 dpt brubah n balik ke jalan yg bnar..skiranye k0 nk pert0longan ak, k0 bgta0...ak akn brade d cc k0 selagi ak mmpu... Ak ta0 k0 nk brubah..n ak akn bntu k0.. hnya kte brdua jer yg ta0 btape perit situasi k0 skg ni...ak brd0a m0ga k0 mnjadi tabah sprti mane diri k0 yg ak knal dlu..yg x knal erti penat, tak0t...wish u d best of luck!!!! luv u always....